
There are people that God puts into your life for multiple different reasons. There are rare moments that God gives you throughout your life that you will never forget. And sometimes, just sometimes God will overwhelm you with passionate grace by using somebody in your life to give you such a moment.
Susan is a shop-a-holic, boba tea lover, addicted to pop-culture, fashion savvy girl. But underneath all of that popular exterior lies one of the sweetest, thoughtful, and understanding person I have ever met.
Susan came to her first reading session with me already equipped with solid english speaking abilities. She had heard a lot about God and Jesus but no one had taken the time to try to explain to her why God is real. She came to me with a mixture of skeptical feelings while still yearning to learn more. The first lesson was very interesting and hard to read whether or not it was positively productive or not.
A week passed by before she showed up again for her next session. Throughout that time I just assumed she didn't want to come back. Apparently there was just a large gap in between her scheduled times. The second session we worked a little bit faster through some of the lessons. She was understanding the messages and eager to learn more about the complexities of Jesus. She knew he was a very important man and very mysterious. Susan wanted to know as much about Him as she could. During this lesson it became clear to me that the Spirit was finally touching her heart deeply.
Third session she came to me with the Luke book finished! She couldn't wait to read so she figured she would do it all and then talk to me about it afterwards. This girl was driven and she was ready to dive deeply into why living for Christ is so important. She was touched by the story of Jesus and knew she wanted to be a part of His mission. Direction was all she needed. We chatted more about the depth of the messages in Luke and proceeded to delve into Acts.
Throughout the next three lessons we completed the entire book of Acts workbook! She was a machine and devouring every ounce of the Holy Spirit she could chew. When we came to some of the more difficult stories I began to get a window into her heart and witnessed just how thoughtful this girl really was. Not only did she make me homemade dumplings (they were out-of-this-world I might add) but she had a raw passion for the Word of God.
This girl is a classic case of most college students in China: hates what she is studying, wants to go to Europe to study but can't, wants to work for a magazine but can't, wants a better relationship with her family but doesn't. The list goes on like this for her and a majority of others. Much more difficult than I could imagine. And yet when she read the story of Stephen in Acts 7 her response spoke of amazement and humility. She said, "I thought I had struggles. It doesn't even compare to Stephen's situation." I couldn't believe she said that! Susan struggles more than any college student should and she was still humble enough to understand just how powerful the story of Stephen was.
Another moment came when we were discussing the topic of prayer and God's Spirit always being present and listening and active and helping us. I asked her if she had prayed before and she said yes. I asked her what she thought of prayer and she had this to say: "I love it. It helps me relax and feel better about life. I am glad I can talk to God. I just feel bad sometimes because I know He and Jesus are very busy and I don't want to bother them with all of my small problems when I know they are helping people with more difficult and important things at that moment." This girl was concerned about the work load of Jesus! Imagine how excited she got when I told her that God can handle anything at anytime no matter what. She could barely contain herself.
Still, the most ground-breaking moment came during her last session which just happened to be on the last day of our team's mission. We got to the story about Philip and the Ethiopian Eunuch and read through it and discussed how important it was. I asked her what she thought was the best part of the story. She pointed at the name Philip and looked at me and said: "I am just so happy that God has done this for me. He sent you here to China for a reason. You are my Philip sent from God." You want to talk about a moment that shakes your faith in an awesome way--this is a moment that is truly of God. We went on to talk about baptism. She said she wants it more than anything else in the world. She isn't 100% that she is ready.
But I know through prayer and her zeal that it will happen soon. I am so excited thinking about it because I know how far she has come. Susan will very soon be added to our family and will do great things for our Christ--I just know it.